So I got a rental car. It's pretty gorgeous. It's a 2011 Nissan Altima. And it's prettttttttty. It's blue.

I miss my car, but it's all hurt and needs to be fixed.

I'm still waiting to hear about a new job, but HR is out of their office until tomorrow so... we'll see.

My friends suck. Guys only want me for some dirty skanky sex and no one wants to just HANG out. Blah.

I've never said "no" to sex before. I did yesterday, and it was like that basically had no effect at all. It made me feel things. Things I don't completely understand. Like dirty and unimportant. We didn't have sex, but it took like ten minutes of me saying "No" until the trying to sex me up actually stopped.

Whatever.

Watching Grey's, no music. Just lots of blood.