in my past, bittersweet, and no love between the sheets

I just saw I Am Number Four. LOVED it.

The new Glee episode was amazing. The new Shameless is pulling at my heartstrings and making me feel very depressed that there's only two more episodes left.

Battlestar Galactica is almost finished, on the last season. Very shocking season finale, revealed four of the five final cylons. WHO THE FUCK IS THE FIFTH? 'Cause there's like, two now or something. Starbuck and that one woman married to Saw that I can never remember her name... I did cry when she died, though. But wtf? I'm very confused and haven't had a chance to watch in a couple of days.

Justin bought me dinner last night, which was very nice. And we had sex, twice. And, I can officially say now that I have had unprotected sex. Yes. Last night was my first time without a condom. The best part? After we had sex and we were watching Dexter, we just started fucking on the living room floor. So hot. :)

I'm hoping that he wants to do something tomorrow, too, because after all of the stress sex is one of the very few things that makes me feel awesome.

Speaking of stress, I need a new job. Seriously. I should probably be working on a resume right now, because I want a nice job. A nine to five, wear nice clothes, make amazing pay, have paid vacation... job. Justin and I would like to take a trip to Chicago this summer. I would really like to be able to take a few days off and not worry about how the fuck I'm going to afford anything when I come back... y'know?

I really fucking hope we go to Chicago, though. We'll share a hotel room and have tons of sex and have epic burger. That would be so loverly. He also wants to make sure it's a hotel with a pool, 'cause he wants to go swimming and then take me back to the hotel and fuck like bunnies. Which sounds so fucking nice right now.

Wow, I talk about sex a lot. It's on the brain, I guess.

Okay.... things that don't involve sex... Oh! Haley and I are going to go to the zoo together soon. We're thinking about going at the end of March when she's on spring break, hopefully I'll have a day off where it'll be nice outside and not piss pouring outside because it seriously won't stop raining. My usual route to work is flooded. Yes, very much flooded. And what did it do all day today? Rain. I haven't been able to go my usual route in over a week because it won't stop fucking raining. ALL summer long I wished it would rain and it didn't. And the water tasted nasty and the sewers smelled horrible and it still wouldn't rain.

Then winter hits. And it snows. It fucking snows a lot. And I nearly die on the way home from work on Christmas Eve because my car sucks and it's snowing like a bitch and I slide and feel like I might die. And now it's getting warmer and it's fucking raining like a mother fucking whore. Flooding my routes and leaking into my driver's side of my car, 'cause you know I'm too fucking broke to afford to get the god damn rubber weather thing fixed on my door.

Blah.

Shake Me Down - Cage the Elephant